When I was just a little boy, I knew life had begun for me, but stepping into this world was a big thing, like it is for everything one. But for me, it was different, as far back as I remember my life has just involved violence, this was no way to be brought up. The biggest event that ever happened to me was saying bye to my mum and dad, as my sister and I went into care. No one wanted this to happen, seeing my mums face as we got picked up and taken away, I remember my mum shouting "No, Their my kids please dont take them" whilst crying at the door.
I couldnt do nothing but cry this was with out no doubt, the start of the worst days in my life. As i got into care my sister and I couldnt think of anything good as we thought we had lost our family & friends for good, we had some good days in there. I remember the little farm the care had weith a little park in it, so Amy and I was on the swing, I remember my sister (Amy) pushing me on the swing, then I fell off and landed face first into a pile of pig waste, this was not the best memory I remember in care, but it was a laugh back then, and when I look back now i just chuckle to my self. After we went into the care home and one of the staff, started shouting and scared Amy and I, i started to cry with worry and I started to feel sick. She took both of us into the bathroom and told us to go into the same shower so we did. The shower was turned onto a high tempature, I started to shout and scream, but no action would happen, all that would happen was the care worker telling us to "Shut Up"... Between Amy and I we had alot of memories. Good and bad.
My mum must of realised how much we truely ment and told the care workers she was coming to collect us, so she did. As soon as I got home she had changed, over a period of 1-2 weeks she had; died her hair, changed her attitude, got rid of all hazord in and around the house. The was a new start for me, and in some aspects there was but in others there were not, but the violence didnt completely stop. Being home just made me happy once again, and seeing my family and friends just made me constantly have a smile on my face, I was young and didnt know how to sort it out my self, so this took me to the real world and showed me what some people are like, I was putting on a smile to hide what was going on in my life, and now looking back at it, I shouldnt of hid nothing..
